toxiicmonkkii

Well from the title you can see why I'm doing this. I'm bored out of my mind...its 4 in the morning... and I have nothing better to do. What to talk about is the real question... Think think think think think think... My boredom is consuming me before sleep is, which is really really bad... I need something to do, but I doubt any one will read this 5 seconds after I submit it. Is it sad that I feel wide awake right now... Probably is... I'm probably also going quiet a bit insane... I have a feeling my friend's mom is getting up in 2 hours... I wonder if I'll be asleep yet... Who knows... Its 5 minutes past four... this really isn

First, I just want to say thank you, to any one really. To my friends who make my life livable, to my little brother who can be annoying and yet still lovable, to my older brother who tells me what to expect in my future, and to my parents for keeping my family the way it is, perfect. For those of you who don't really know about my family's financial problems, let me just tell you its bad, but today I forgot about all of that, and I was just happy with the fact that I spent the whole day with my family. I love them, even when they make me feel like I want to pull my hair out. I hope any one who if reading this to remember, Christmas isn't abo

I hate people who go behind my back. I hate people who talk about me behind my back. I hate how I can never trust some one because when I do they turn around and stick a knife in my back. My hatred has made me lost some of my best friends, and some friends that I've never really cared about. Alot of people probably think I won't find out when they go behind my back, but I have caught two people who have. They where both a friend a sort, one a friend who I once felt feelings for, the other who seems to only care for themselves. Both of these people will probably learn from their mistakes, but even if they do they have both lost a friend